I should have know and predict this outcome would come sooner or later. Its just a matter of time. Isn't it too early to bid goodbye to my parents? I have not learnt to be independent yet i have to make a choice so early in such a age. Whether to abandon which?

Define maturity? What is matured and being mature? Why is it so hard to differentiate? Just because i'm younger than you that doesn't mean my mindset doesn't grow. Have you not think the other way round? So , you expect me to go back and look down on myself? Supporting myself in an unknown place, a not so familiar country?

I'm timid. I run whenever i face problem, i know this is life. I'm depressed..very depressed.